Its 3 in the morning, my body's feeling really crammed up, itunes is playing a sappy love song on repeat mode and here, the mood have stricken me to um, blog.

So how do i compress 3 weeks into one entry? Hmm.. in a nutshell, I am in a weird translation between feeling extremely pleased, fulfilled, jubilant and muddle-headed. Very rojak and dramatic. Hey! There should be a camera following me around last month.That would be pretty sweet cause its been nothing but drama. Ha ha! It actually hit me that it seems like I was living up the character in one of those reality series.lolz. Imagine me in ~the hills~ HAHA!

( i just discovered a fucking mozzie bite on my cheek wtf excuse me ) Last month rolled over relatively fast. While i enjoyed every hour of the day that passed, i'm back to square one again. Surely, I wanted it not to end. At one point of time, seems like it was even too good, too great to be true. But now, it is over. We've all gone back to our usual routines and reality have slapped me hard on my face. I can only run but time will catch up with me, like always. Its like a vicious cycle. Over and over and over again. But then again, I am only human yes? Every morning I lie in bed and think - Self destruction is the worst type of destruction. It puzzles me how or why the more i yearn for something, the harder it is to get it. And how patience plays a huge role in our lives ironicly contrary to the impatient person that i am.i need to be patient and slowly figure things out.i need to shut the f up already and sleep.

After all, i am only human yes?
After all, i need to wake up early yes?
After all, Nadia is going to kill me tomorrow when i oversleep yes?

So let me continue the saga when i next have the momentum!